除咗呢到，我搵唔到地方發洩，預左比人吊，比人吊下我諗我會舒服Ｄ（＃6繼續）

My friend please take care. I know it may not be your good fortune. Sometimes , I think myself is just a male whore who is on call. I have the same similar experience. Sometimes I am so tire but I still have to be on call to the battle field (Bed).  Lucky that they are other people's wives, so they can call me only when they are free.  But that means I have no absolute say of how to utilize  my own time. I have no absolute control of my work, rest and or play time. When I am alone , I don't know it is good  or bad. But I just don't know what to do. To do or not to do, to love or to love, to enjoy or not to enjoy to leave or not to leave.

身在福中不知福,   身在禍中不知禍, OMG !