AIDS / exotic, but scary / a true story
this is a real tempting and horrible experience
i was in CP last yr. i remember very very well, july 22. this is a magic day, and a doom day too
CP, evening, SN. picked a girl, nice looking, little sister kind of look. not wild at all. we bath together. very usual stuff. but when i embraced her, tickled her tits, she had nice reactions. i started to suck her nipples, as if i was her boyfriend, she was so very excited that her legs cramped my body so hard and kissed me with passion. oh yes, wet kiss, french style, in the shower corner.
she said lets go to bed, she couldn't wait, and she meant it. we dried our bodies together and we were in bed like a couple. i just didn't know why, this never happened before. she was so into it that she was mourning with her eyes closed.
we fucked it hard, with condom.
we started her normal "service"
then she did the usual licking my back, nipple-massage me. 30 min later, we was about to fuck again. my little bird was quite soft. i am old. penis was hard, and became soft again when the condom was on. she didn't give up, sucked my dick with heart and mind and my dick was hardened again. i knew if she made a fuzz to tear off the condom jacket and doing this and that my dick would be soft again. and then she asked, fuck me!!! i was out of my mind and i fucked her without condom. hard. penetrated. she opened her mouth and we kissed. tongue - on tongue. as if there was not tomorrow. i am not 'blowing water'. we both climax with wild shouting. eecting. she was releasing her sea of juice in big joice.
ok. perfect day.
i went back to hong kong
2 days after
FEVER!!!!!!!
and there were red little dots all over my skin!
i was in deep shit
i checked the web
AIDS
low fever
red little dots
i was so frozen and just couldn't work for a whole day
need to think of a lot of excuse not to make love with my wife
i check out at the AIDS centre
quick blood test
and they said
no use testing it now
you have to wait for 3 months
here came the horrible waiting and counting
july 22, july 23, july 24, july 25
you imagine!!!! 3 months of horror
three months of excuse not to make love with my wife
thinking of all the possilbe horrible things that woudl happen if i were proved HIV positive.
that judgement day came
i went there
blood test
waited for an hr
that guy said, NEGATIVE.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6 months LATER
I VISITED THAT SN AGAIN
DIDN'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO CALL THAT GIRL
but sadly, i pumped into her at the hotel gate
i avoided eye contact
took a taxi and left
what a sad thing to do
to leave a girl i kissed like a lover
