sinking? not again!

i have a girl friend in a plane shop (massage with hj only). we did everythig crazy thing except fucking. nice girl. good temper. soft voice. naive kind of look. big eyes. not noisy and aggresive. just be there and please you. of coz, no dick to chick push in fuck. she wants to save that fucking business to a love hotel. but inside the massage room, she sucks my nipples, kisses my lips, and she enjoys being kissed on the nipples. teh fun thing is that, when you are in a fucking all-in-all place, sucking and kissing are taken for granted. but in a vegi place, or a very conservative hj place, sucking each other out is real enjoyment as well as excitment for the client and the lady.

we have been fooling around inside a dark massage room for more than two yrs. now what. today. i visited her after she was on leave for a month. kisssssss and suckkkkk and thisss and thattt. really really erotic. for example, she took off her panty and 'accidentally showed her pussy to my wanting eyes.

than she asked me for dinner. sure, why not. we were heading to a remote place. she hold my hand and said, were we in our first date? with her big eyes rolling and questioning like a child. very exotic ah. inside the car park, she touched my nipples. and than my dick. which was so very hard. she had a mini skirt, i touch her pussy under her pants. in public. the feeling of sinking was so very tempting. we had our full french meal for 2 hrs. very decent. no sexy tricks. very normal. than when we got into my car, me driving, she kept on sucking my nipples and my dig, with my polo shirt and jeans on. i was driving. she was having her good time fondling my sensitive body.

what a feeling! a very cheap feeling indeed. sinking. but i need to wake up ah. she is looking for a partner, i am looking for an hr of hip sensation. bye girl. i need to shut your phone down. unless you are playing one-nite stand or many nite stands with me. no other complications, otherwise, i would have to say a real good bye to you and your good body and your good seductive kiss.

men, be cool. and have a clear mind. don't let my dick dictate my mind......

Brother, your EQ is definitely high to resist such temptation.
However, I would suggest that you prolong such romantic feel for a few more time.......have a couple of nice fuck......until she becomes possessive!
I agree the best is the thing that you cannot acquire or conquer......what a pity!

unless you have no conifdence on yourself, why not having one/multiple nights stands with her?  Until the moment she asks too much from you, then you call it a day.  I think it is worthwhile to go a bit further to try that real moment after 2 years of gf/bf relationship. I admire your patience. If I were you, I would have brought her to an hourly hotel 2 years ago!

when two "high-hands" meet, why bother to find out who is the best. if there can be no fight, just let it be.

I don't get it. Why is this considered sinking? In my opinion, this is a case of incomplete mission on your part after investing 2 years of your time. Do you truly believe this girl is going to be a burden simply because she is becoming more intimate? No one will fault you for being ultra cautious. I just can't understand the reason for spending 2 years in a dark room with her when you are afraid to even taste the ultimate fruit.

woo, she has patience to work on you like that?  or you may not b ethe only one?

Careful man but enjoy whilst you can.