冇人可以預料, 冇人可以肯定.......一對夫妻, 可以天長地久, 白頭偕老; 就算係我, 當知道枕邊人原來背著自己發生另一段感情, 而且.........唔係一次, 係一次又一次的當自己是傻瓜的時候,.......我選擇離開, 很理智的......就算 in some day, he banded knee, and ask me for back to him again, think I'll say..........No!! 之後o既我........將全副精神放在仔仔身上.
問題是...........可以嗎??
想當時, 每晚仔仔睡覺之後, 自己一個在房間內.........不其然會想起和 ex-hus 以往生活的點滴, 第一日相識, 第一日拍拖, 結婚, 有小孩, 到離婚........一幕一幕, 好像是剛剛發生似的........然後就是一滴滴眼淚掉下來.....
很孤單!!
有時會問自己: "Can I.......get over it?" 我只是一個普通的小女人, 離婚對kathy 係unexpected and event which's far away from me, 但偏偏會發生在一個蠢女人身上.......
唯有怨自己.....遇人不淑吧!!
今時今日, 我 Kathy 可以在這裡分享以往的人和事, 要多謝的......應該是我 ex-hus, 因為他, Kathy 才學曉並不是每件事件都是必然的.......今日我有我的新生活, 他亦要面對他的另一段感情, 問誰曉得.......What else will happen after tomorrow. My advice is "Just love.......if you find someone you love, go for it, coz life is short!!"
Oh! God, my Load, I trust in thee, that's why I can stand up again.
to be continued.........
P.S. to Mr. Bitterheart.
Know what, just read ur words, and wanna let you know, I'm not as strong as you think, but you'll do the same thing when u're under a situation like me. I used to love my ex-hus, really, really love him, but what I got at last......but why Kathy kept thinkin' positive? Because.......I have a pure heart. Maybe you have a story of ur own which you don't wanna talk to. I'm leavin' words here coz I'm just a little woman like, but can stand up again. So, I believe you can make it also. Be strong.
Love your day!!
Kathy.
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