Dream is meaningless is if you cannot go for trying it, anyway, someone say, keeping the dream to be daily thought, it makes people happier and energy to live on. In fact, in my experience, it is no need to dream anything, within our level of ability and capability, do whatever you want to try and taste the feeling. Nobody can tell what tomorrow it shall happen to us, life can go within few seconds, so, do not dream if you really have a dream or fantasy.
Thanks to Coco, last week she made one of my fantasy turn to be true, that has been in my mind over years but dared to try. In fact, she told me to buy the tool for a long time, but I did not have the courage to do it. She got the tool when I was there last week, and she did that to me.
Coco, replying to your issue. If money is already not your major concern in keeping living, you should spend more time in achieving your Goal, in the long run, your Goal is much worthwhile to have in the rest of your life. I always wish you the best with love and friendship.