標題: Sinking and leaving the ship [打印本頁]
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-7 03:15 標題: Sinking and leaving the ship
Nowhere toshare, except here
I fell in love with a massage lady. She is pure. Not a gold digger. And in fact, I don’t have a fortune. I am a silly old man, in my mid-50s, saving my pennies for my immediate retirement. Again,she is nice; mid 20s, married and divorced, with a 2 yr old son. She considers herself as a going-no-where ‘widow’.
Here I came into the scene. We met, we talked and we shared our lives. Then we kissed and we hugged, passionately, as if we were lovers; and in fact we were once. Then suddenly I came to the realization that we are 25 years apart. I am old. And my ‘little brother’ is not that reliable.
One month ago we fucked for the first time. She was on top of me, pussy in, and shaking so violently. She had not made love for a long long time. And, me, down there, seeing her cone-shaped boobs shaking hysterically, I was on, dick hardened, and we exploded to her satisfaction, as well as mine.
But that was once of a life's time. Then we were getting along, like everybody else. My poor dick has not been functioning well; my duck duck is not so prepared all the time. And I realize, I am an old man and she is a pretty teenage lady.After one dysfunctional fuck last month, I withdrew; I told her to go. To find a better youngster; forget me the poor old man; I am the kind of guy who can’t satisfy her unless I have taken a tiger pill; this I don’t want. Let s be gone the good old days of the youthful years, when I was full of energy. Let s accept the fate of an good old man, who can’t even fuck hard a wanting pussyunless he is taking Viagra.
I decided toleave her behind, saying farewell, giving her a goodbye faked diamond (which is in fact quite expensive, and she likes it). Ok, she likes the diamond (faked,but expensive), but she gone mad. She said she would chase me to the end of times, in Hong Kong, or beyond, if need be.
I was soft-hearted at the very beginning. But, as days are passing by, I come to the realization that for old men like me, love, the sensation, the urge, the overpowering lust, is here for the moment, and will disappear after a month or two. So sad,so cruel; love and passion are only for brief romantic moments. Then all the feelings would be gone, like a summer breeze, and you become the same nasty old man again.
Yes, that sme. I went to the same massage place today. Hiding away from my previous lover,a massage lady there, and I asked for someone else in random. The place is newly renovated. It is like a wedding bed, suggestive of true love and bloodysex. There I was, lying, and a new comer massage lady came; she has been very hard working, sitting there at 9:00 before everyone else, with the intention to fish the first customer. Oh she is good. She took off my short, and she was massaging me with her “heavy” hands. I was completely satisfied. More, I turned in front, facing upwards, without anything on; my little brother was exposed,under her inspection. She massaged me, didn’t mind accidentally touching my half erected brother. I took off her clothes and bra, nothing happened really, I just sucked her nipples until she screamed. I didn’t even come. She left. Satisfied,disorientated.
I called for another hand job lady, very pretty, 90% Maggie Q, but with very small boobs. Wesucked each other like hell. Didn’t fuck, but climaxed with each other by touching and kissing. Now the question: I am done with the sinking ship massage lady. The one I mentioned at the very beginning, the naive and pretty lady in her 20s.. It seems to me that I am fine without her. I have to bid farewell, but the fear is that she will explode and do sth silly. How to say goodbye? How to tell her that I am not a young man? She should be seeing someone else! And what I have learnt is that love is so temporary and never long lasting…………. Sad, but it is true;the lesson? Embrace love if u can!!
[ 本帖最後由 messykitkit 於 2013-5-9 03:32 編輯 ]
作者: 斯坦利 時間: 2013-5-7 06:45
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原帖由 messykitkit 於 2013-5-7 03:15 發表 
Nowhere toshare, except hereI fell inlove with a massage lady. She is pure. Not a gold digger. And in fact, I don’t have a fortune. I am asilly old man, in my mid-50s, saving my pennies for my ...
Thanks chING.
作者: hkmgt 時間: 2013-5-7 06:56
It is not easy to have an END, if the massage lady does not want to, no matter she is really or not really in love with you.
作者: alextian 時間: 2013-5-7 08:34
You must purposely let her sees that you are happily fucking other girls, make phone calls/sms to other girls in front of her. She will then be very jealous and upset and shall leave you in no time!
作者: KMY89 時間: 2013-5-7 09:45
在我的愛情故事裏，SEX 只是佔很少的部分 
，感情的交流不是慾念的互相滿足
如果可以幸福，不是以時間長短計算。
作者: spinosaurs 時間: 2013-5-7 10:14
Hi Ching, good sharing and good written English. I am just curious of your situation, do you have a family, marriage or kids to feed? That's important questions. If you don't, may be you can choose to enjoy for the rest of your life. Even you are not a young man, and if you love, you can stay with her for a maximum of time, until either of you get bored of each another. Then you can search another lady.
That's somewhat all ching are looking for, play until you cant play anymore, no?
作者: whisky 時間: 2013-5-7 10:43
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作者: alextian 時間: 2013-5-7 11:08
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原帖由 spinosaurs 於 2013-5-7 10:14 發表
Hi Ching, good sharing and good written English. I am just curious of your situation, do you have a family, marriage or kids to feed? That's important questions. If you don't, may be you can choose to ...
作者: Haidada 時間: 2013-5-7 11:10
年纪的确是个问题啦。。五十多岁快退休。。精力衰退。。荷包萎缩。。同感。。
作者: KMY89 時間: 2013-5-7 11:39
如果一對一那50歲我覺得問題不大吧，三妻四妾就難說 
，真係愛情那唔會太計 $
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-8 01:38
昨天在家喝酒喝多了。中文要手寫，勁煩。所以亂寫一通。師兄們，沈船事，哪裡說呢? 在此分享一下, me and u, 尋開心嘅痲甩佬， this is the place to share, thanks for listening. life is short, enjoy your love ones, CP, or CA, or Shenzhen, or otherwise.... good life brothers!~
作者: NaughtyJuan 時間: 2013-5-8 10:07
Be frank, what are you afraid of? Are you thinking that you cannot satisfy her in bed?
Clarify the relationship with her first before making any decision. She's with you becos of sex? Money? Or love? Ladies in China always misunderstand that guys from HK are simply for sex. Just like in our concept gals in mainland are simply for money (I did think I was wrong before..... after watching the movie "Mami" in PRC, I think 99.99% of gals are simply for money. For further discussion in the future.)
So clarify this first, and see if it matches your target / desire / vision. Tell her that you cannot handle her sex demand, and see what can come to conclusion.
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-9 02:25
dear juan, thanks so much for listening and responding. it is romance for most of it and sex is just a small, but of coz a good part. most wonderful is that we kiss and the sensation of soft lips and wanting desire is very satisfying, without love, kisses are empty; but will love and care, kiss in itself is already quite sensational. i think, she is more for a caring partner, and a little bit of it has been that i always bring her small gifts. but she is not a money digger i am pretty sure. i will update u....
作者: 血魔 時間: 2013-5-9 14:58
just enjoy the experience
sometime it is very difficult to meet a right person
作者: Oldman 時間: 2013-5-9 15:45
像白小姐與謝生, 有幾多人可以維持一段持久但甚少性的男女關係 ???
記住維持係要雙方面既, 單方面既祇係一廂情願!
作者: kkwe 時間: 2013-5-10 12:36
nng , quite a mirror of my personal exp
expat in shangai, mid 50, suffering fr heritaged high blood pressure under medication thus my sexual performance has not been satisfactory for last few yrs.
sunken w a massage gal who deliver service to my flat now she quit for this sector n receiving training to be a beautican.
our sexual life has been ok since we commit to each other, i offier my tongue n lip service and at the same time, i now taking natural/herbal supplement to take care of my prostate, the supplement seems working.
no plan to stay long w her, be honest as i can be her father practically speaking
作者: alextian 時間: 2013-5-10 14:32
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原帖由 kkwe 於 2013-5-10 12:36 發表
nng , quite a mirror of my personal exp
expat in shangai, mid 50, suffering fr heritaged high blood pressure under medication thus my sexual performance has not been satisfactory for last few yrs ...
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-11 02:01
hey kkwe, your words are so close. same here. a day is a day, for us, old but not so old guys who still want to have some fun
作者: sammydin 時間: 2013-5-13 00:33
Ching, my experience is : do not conatct her and disappear.
作者: doubleOO 時間: 2013-5-14 11:47 標題: sinking really?
Sorry guy, I think you have ask yourself if you like to have a long term relationship with this young chic or not, If you do well I would say good luck because as you realized yourself, physically you two are not compatible. You are in declind mood with erectile dyfunctional problem and she is in her peak season of young woman. Even if you two able to get along, it won't last. However if you are looking for companionship, then you are looking at short term romance, whatever it last no one know. My suggestion is that if you don't have family of yourself and would like to be around her and fully realize it will be a short term relationship, why not enjoy the moment and be prepare to lose her eventually. You only die once, so don't regret that you didn't try. Go for it man!
作者: Haidada 時間: 2013-5-15 15:54
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原帖由 血魔 於 2013-5-9 14:58 發表
just enjoy the experience
sometime it is very difficult to meet a right person
作者: Haidada 時間: 2013-5-15 15:58
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原帖由 messykitkit 於 2013-5-8 01:38 發表
昨天在家喝酒喝多了。中文要手寫，勁煩。所以亂寫一通。師兄們，沈船事，哪裡說呢? 在此分享一下, me and u, 尋開心嘅痲甩佬， this is the place to share, thanks for listening. life is short, enjoy your love ...
作者: lomo 時間: 2013-5-15 23:24 標題: 回復 22# 的帖子
誰是眼前人呢？老虎，老二，老三，老四？
那天ktv選的那個？
享受人生，也要珍惜别人的人生哟
[ 本帖最後由 lomo 於 2013-5-15 23:32 編輯 ]
作者: Haidada 時間: 2013-5-16 09:06
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原帖由 lomo 於 2013-5-15 23:24 發表
誰是眼前人呢？老虎，老二，老三，老四？
那天ktv選的那個？
享受人生，也要珍惜别人的人生哟
作者: denny2000 時間: 2013-5-19 07:28
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原帖由 Haidada 於 2013-5-16 09:06 發表
。。。记得有时LB不陪去K独留在房间。。就坐女玩跟住带出去。。那时兄弟都很关心。。都愿意借出房间。。眼前人就是眼前的人咯。。。
作者: denny2000 時間: 2013-5-19 07:31
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原帖由 doubleOO 於 2013-5-14 11:47 發表
Sorry guy, I think you have ask yourself if you like to have a long term relationship with this young chic or not, If you do well I would say good luck because as you realized yourself, physically you ...
double 00.. remind me of the clubbing day in Singapore.
作者: doubleOO 時間: 2013-5-19 10:35 標題: to be continued
九又有痕,又吾舍得放棄, 明知自己玩得不久, 儘地去一誧, 吾洗以后心掛掛, 玩得几內就几內, 想多都無謂.
Denny, 我不記得有冇跟你去clubbing. sorry....
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-20 03:22
it has been some days. i didn't return her wechat texts for a week. gone for ever...? .is this the rational choice? i bought her a russian diamond, needed to repair a bit. now it is ready, i am struggling whether i should mail her, leave the gift at the counter, without seeing her, or really, mark her for massage and talk with her face to face and give her the gift....
when i talked to the manager @ the foot massage place, i had a strong feeling that nearly all the managers there knew my story (romance) with the lady. she did seem to "share" with all her friends. i feel so very exposed, as if all ppl there know what has been happening////
i should leave
作者: NaughtyJuan 時間: 2013-5-20 12:28
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原帖由 messykitkit 於 2013-5-20 03:22 發表
it has been some days. i didn't return her wechat texts for a week. gone for ever...? .is this the rational choice? i bought her a russian diamond, needed to repair a bit. now it is ready, i am strugg ...
Be frank...... what is in your heart? Leave? Or stay?
If you think that you're leaving, just save your ring for the coming ones. It means nothing at all to give her the ring and run away. Especailly, if, only if, she really likes / loves you. That will hurt her a lot. If she doesn't like you / just like your money, that will give wrong impression to her.
However, if you are going to stay, that will be completely another story. You should give it to her by hand and discuss. However, of cos, manage your risk wisely. Sinking is a must, but you should know how deep you can dive (how much shit you can afford). There's always a chance that the girl cheats you. Just if what do you believe.
作者: doubleOO 時間: 2013-5-20 13:44 標題: wasting
If you just leave the ring and walk away, you might as well flew it in the garbage instead. It will be a total waste of time and money, she won't appreciated since she is not after your money in the first place, Face her and stay with her for one or two or may be longer, who knows.
作者: Haidada 時間: 2013-5-20 14:38
我都同意得快活时多快活一下。。。
作者: messykitkit 時間: 2013-5-21 00:21
thanks so much for your advice in times of confusion.
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