I need to say you are so brave and creative to introduce yourself in this lovely way.  The direct conversation with us definitively makes all of us feeling home and warm.  

Disclaimer: I've yet approached CoCo.

It is really hard to conclude, all depending on how big your dream and career.  If career is nothing but money, it is hard to have both dream and career.  Of course, one can say, making dream first and then money shall come, it would be shit.