Hi guys,
Today's experience started off great but ended in disaster.  It is just like the TV show called "when good time turns bad".  It is kind of long but I hope all of you read to the end.
Last week, one of the sauna girl mentioned another girl in the same sauna place looks pretty good and has good body (including big breast).  So, before going to the sauna, I called and reserved this girl that I never met before.  After I arrived and entered the room, I was surprised that this girl does look pretty good and her body is hot.  Her breasts are BIG and the shape is sexy.  I tried to take pictures of her while she was giving massage.  After 30 minutes, I stopped the massage and started to have fun.  She was very friendly to me and allowed me to explore her body.  I can't tell you how enjoyable it was to slowly take her top off, then remove the sexy bra and let those two large and beautiful breasts free.  Her nipples are just perfect in size and pink.  The breasts felt so good in my hand and so good in my mouth.  While kissing her breast and squeezing her other breast with my other hand, my other hand was feeling her smooth leg and squeezing her butt.  I felt like in heaven.  She would not let me take pictures without her cloth on.  So I only have the two pictures below.  The room was dark but you can still see how beautiful and full her breasts are.  And her skin was very white too.
Before the time was up, she wanted to give me a HJ.  I said sure.  My hands were still all over her while she was giving me HJ.  She was also very turned on by my hands and kept squeezing my dick tighter and tighter as she stroked up and down.  Toward the end, she somehow squeezed my dick so tight that I felt a sudden pain.  A few minutes later, some blood was flowing out of my dick and I feel this swollen pain inside.  She said sorry and I was freaking out.  I wiped the blood but more blood kept dripping out.  From the outside, you can't see any injury, so the injury must be inside.  Even after I came home some blood is still dripping out but a bit less than before.  Even right now, I still have pain and I'm scared to death.  Is there any doctor here that can give me some insight as to what type of injury I may have?  The pain is not extremely painful and less painful now than 2 hours ago.  Since it is an injury and not a disease, I'm wondering if it will heal on its own.  Anyway, I regret this whole experience and wish I didn't go today.
I wasn't in the mood to write about my tragedy today and wasn't thinking of sharing with you guys.  But then I thought, we (sauna lovers and anyone who likes to go to prostitutes) are all jerks and God or Fate will punish us one way or another some day for fucking around and treating girls as sex object.  So, I thought that by sharing my painful experience today, maybe some of you will take my advise and be a better man and respect girls no matter how horny you are.  I was in Heaven and now in Hell for being an asshole.  Needless to say, I won't be going to sauna anymore and just pray that my little brother will heal 100%.  Lastly, I want to apologize for all the girls that I enjoyed for my own sexual pleasure.  Even though I paid in exchange for fondling their body, it is still not right of me and I'm very sorry now.
Some of you are probably laughing your ass off and think such stupid thing will never happen to you and only happen to others.  Well believe me, what goes around comes around.  I've been playing around for many years and I couldn't believe what has happened to me today.  It is just a matter of time before God or Fate punishes you for all the bad things you done in life.  So, we should all try to be a better man and stay faithful to our love ones.

I guess some of you may be waiting for an update from me.  Well, blood was still dripping out of my penis this morning.  Really hard to concentrate on work when your dick is in pain and blood is dripping out and hurts when you pee.  I took time after lunch to see doctor in China.  Actually, I'm not familiar with China hospital so I called the girl who did this to me last night and asked her to go with me.  She went with me and help me through the hospital procedures.  Anyway, the doctor said I injured my urethra and prescribed me some medicine and said I should be ok.
I guess there's nothing much the doctor can do.  It is an internal injury.  Either you cut open to fix the problem inside or just take medicine and let the body heals itself.  By now, it doesn't seem like it is getting worse, so I guess this is a good sign.
Some of you brothers are really insensitive.  I'm hurt and freaked out and all you can think about is where is the sauna and which BG#.  I'm repenting now for all my sins and no mood for sauna or sex.
All these years of going to sauna, I rarely have sex with BG because I'm scare of catching disease.  So, I only stay with HJ and fondling girls which I thought was "safe sex".  Well as I found out the hard way, there is no such thing as "safe sex".  Even one can get serious injury from HJ.  The only "safe sex" is no sex at all.

The girl went with me to see the doctor.  I told the doctor she is my girlfriend and she was giving me a HJ last night and told doctor exactly how I got hurt by the HJ.  The doctor asked me why didn't you two just make love, why HJ.  I was caught off gaurd and didn't know what to reply.  The girl was fast thinker and said it is not a convenient time for her to make love right now.
The girl told me she will make it up to me after I'm well.  But I'm scare to have her touch my little brother.
Actually, I feel like I may have a phobia for HJ from now on.  I wonder if there is a medical word for "scare of HJ".

Very funny.  Maybe she won't bite it off, but maybe she'll suck too hard and blood comes out instead, and you'll hurt like hell.

Thank you Brothers for sharing your experience.  I feel a bit better.  When I pee today, the pain is much less now, so I hope this is a good sign.  There is still some blood dripping out but less than yesterday.  So, looks like little brother is recovering but slowly.
To 虫二, how do you have similar injury from bicycling?  I would think your injury would be external.  My injury is internal.  If it is external injury, at least you can see how bad it is and apply medicine to it.  Where as mine, you can't see what's happening inside and only feel pain and see blood dripping out.  Psychologically, it is scarier when you can't see what's the damage inside.
To 7-siu, I can't imagine how your accident happened.  Sounds very painful just reading about it.  Were you making love without condom and was she very dry that's why the outside of your skin torn?  If you wore condom, I don't think you can tear the outside of your skin.  Pls tell me more details how you torn your skin and how you fix it afterwards.  Did you go see doctor in China and get stitches?
To Wong Chi, thanks for your view point.  Even though it is man's instinct, what about our morals?

Hi jade049, I'm trying to be good in future but you guys are not helping.  I have to fight the horny devil inside of me and you guys know how hard that is.  When I think about getting another HJ, my little brother is scare to death now.
I looked at all the pictures that I posted this past week or two and it is very tempting indeed.  What is it about these large round breasts and cleavage that attract man so much?  Maybe I'll get a breast HJ in future to avoid the same accident.  I wonder what kind of accident can happen from breast HJ?

Definitely you need to add Baby Oil with breast HJ as well.  Otherwise, your skin will be torn like 7-siu.

Hi All, in case some of you is wondering how I'm doing, my little brother stopped pissing blood since last night.  Peeing almost feel like normal.  So, I'm very happy.  I think by tomorrow, I should feel even better.  But I'm wondering how long should I wait to test my ejaculation?  Any suggestions?
I have a girlfriend and I'm avoiding to see her because I sure don't want to be screaming in pain when I make love to her.  It would not be easy to explain if she sees blood dripping out of my dick.  I'm thinking of testing ejaculation myself to make sure there is no pain or blood before I see my girlfriend.  Any advise on how long I should wait to test out my little brother?
To 虫二, how long did you rest until you have your next ejaculation after your bike injury?  Did you have any pain when ejaculated and did it really normal?
To WongChi, getting a HJ is not the same as getting other services like restaurant.  And getting a massage at my private part is certainly not the same as someone massaging your back or leg.  I like to agree with your view to support my own wrong doing.  But I'm sure my girlfriend wouldn't agree that getting a HJ is the same as someone message your back.  What if your girlfriend is getting a massage from some guy and he is massaging/squeezing her breasts and fingering her pussy until she comes.  I'm sure you wouldn't accept it that she is just getting a service.

Hi Koolar, I was just feeling better physically and psycologically today until I read your comments.  I went to an urologist in China hospital and he just gave me some medicines.  I believe these medicines are to prevent infection and told me to rest for a few days.   I have tried not to think about sex to prevent getting an erection, but I did woke up with an erection this morning and my penis looks fine.  So I think the expension of my penis is ok.  Nevetheless, I'll feel better seeing a HK doctor to be safe.  Pls advise your referral soonest.  Thanks.  I hope it is in TST area or Kowloon area.
Can you tell me what food could expedite soft tissue growing?
Avoid sex for 4 weeks will be a problem for my girlfriend.  I can't be avoiding her for 4 weeks.  She would think that I'm seeing someone else or playing outside.  I guess this is my problem.
I wish I was the one reading someone else's story and laughing my ass off.

Hi All, in case you are wondering, it has been one week and my penis is much better.
To 虫二, thanks for yor reply.  What is gentle sex exactly?  Is HJ consider gentle sex to warm up my little brother after recovery?
To DryDryDry, thanks for sharing your story.  I feel painful for you just imagining the skin peeling off.  How long did it take to recover from such skin burn?  Also, I think the condom that you were using must be very bad quality.