Sometime to sink or not to sink is beyond reason. I was proud of myself being one night kind of guy but last year I was almost sank my boat. It all because the girl was so darn nice and emotional. She was a KTV girl and very fresh at the trade. I was her 5th lover in her life and I was the first one to make her come in bed. She found me so adorable and feell attached to me that kind of make me become reciptical to her feeling. After I left CP and she kept email me and sent pictures of her. I feel panic for a while because I don't want this relationship to develop into a stage of too serious. I started to back away and not replying her emails etc. She can feel my stepping away from her approach and she started to cool off as well. I felt so releave that the hit is over.
My friend has a girl friend for last few months and the girl starts to ask him to support her family to build a house in her hometown. We are talking $150K. Of course my friend backs away. I think almost all the girls are like that.

May be the insecure feeling being unskilled and the only asset is her youth. The youth will start to fade away once she become twenty some and her body is start to worn out. However most girls I talked to don't want to improve herself or to acquire more skill. They all wanted to make a quick buck and go home. This is their mentality if they are in the sex trade.
