Brother,

Don't worry, at least you you know that it is not a healthy situation...
Seems you are a reasonable person...

Look, you know that you are in a "customer" position... right ?
Then... ok !
Keep your position as a customer...Or, you can do more to be promoted to "VIP customer"...
you can have regular contact with her... sms... QQ....phone call....
that's not a problem... totally ok !!

But... that's all !!!!!!
Don't give too much personal feeling...  well, I think it is quite hard for you at this moment... maybe... I suggest you to visit another sauna... and try another girl...

It will make you to have a habit, and you will be familiar with the feeling...
Then... you won't sunk easily later...

Take care brother... this is just my personal point of view...

[ 本帖最後由 jetspermman 於 2008-8-22 23:05 編輯 ]

"Tomorrow is always beautiful"

yes... tomorrow... you will always find another girl... more beautiful...!