Be Honest, I know your wife is still very support u at this moment. Are you willing to ask your wife to help u out? The websites I gave u is to help to understand your gambling situation. Once you understand, you should call them for help. (Please don't feel shame about this. The REAL man is willing to take the challenge.). My friend, go read the links and understand yourself. Then try to tell your wife what are you going to do.
I suggest a movie to you. "Rocky 6". This is a great movie and inspire people. Rocky already 60 years old and he still goes for the fight. If he can face the challenge, so do you. You can win this, man.
Again, I SUPPORT U !!!! CHEER UP!!!!