this is a real tempting and horrible experience
i was in CP last yr. i remember very very well, july 22. this is a magic day, and a doom day too

CP, evening, SN. picked a girl, nice looking, little sister kind of look. not wild at all. we bath together. very usual stuff. but when i embraced her, tickled her tits, she had nice reactions. i started to suck her nipples, as if i was her boyfriend, she was so very excited that her legs cramped my body so hard and kissed me with passion. oh yes, wet kiss, french style, in the shower corner.

she said lets go to bed, she couldn't wait, and she meant it. we dried our bodies together and we were in bed like a couple. i just didn't know why, this never happened before. she was so into it that she was mourning with her eyes closed.

we fucked it hard, with condom.

we started her normal "service"

then she did the usual licking my back, nipple-massage me. 30 min later, we was about to fuck again. my little bird was quite soft. i am old. penis was hard, and became soft again when the condom was on. she didn't give up, sucked my dick with heart and mind and my dick was hardened again. i knew if she made a fuzz to tear off the condom jacket and doing this and that my dick would be soft again. and then she asked, fuck me!!! i was out of my mind and i fucked her without condom. hard. penetrated. she opened her mouth and we kissed. tongue - on tongue. as if there was not tomorrow. i am not 'blowing water'. we both climax with wild shouting. eecting. she was releasing her sea of juice in big joice.

ok. perfect day.

i went back to hong kong

2 days after

FEVER!!!!!!!

and there were red little dots all over my skin!

i was in deep shit

i checked the web

AIDS

low fever

red little dots

i was so frozen and just couldn't work for a whole day

need to think of a lot of excuse not to make love with my wife

i check out at the AIDS centre

quick blood test

and they said

no use testing it now

you have to wait for 3 months

here came the horrible waiting and counting

july 22, july 23, july 24, july 25

you imagine!!!! 3 months of horror
three months of excuse not to make love with my wife
thinking of all the possilbe horrible things that woudl happen if i were proved HIV positive.

that judgement day came

i went there
blood test
waited for an hr
that guy said, NEGATIVE.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6 months LATER
I VISITED THAT SN AGAIN
DIDN'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO CALL THAT GIRL

but sadly, i pumped into her at the hotel gate

i avoided eye contact
took a taxi and left
what a sad thing to do
to leave a girl i kissed like a lover

since i don't know how to write responses
just give some quick ones

1. there are free and confidential AIDS test in hk. check the web
2. i saw a general doctor, she said the red dots could be anything. sometimes patient are reactive to virus. but one of the symptons of aids is red rash