cp boss, leg girl, nice looking, she doesn't touch dick, 潔身自愛, marked her many many times, we flirted a bit, and we drank red wine together inside the massage room. nothing happened. last week, i kissed her, she was on, we kissed mad, french, passionately, i kissed her nipple too, she held my dick, and guided my hand to her pussy. no fuck. just heavy foreplay and ended..

i was deeply involved, she sent me a photo, i watched it all the time. then came a bucket of cold water: text messages -- 今天不開心，想買房子不夠錢.... i read the message, and, 嘆氣, why is that all stories end like a TVB drama, this lovely young lady is pitching her chance to get a pack of banknotes from me.... why is that the story is going so cheap; her simple and naive simile disappears right in front of me. big eyes, thick lips, sexy appearance. but i need to cut loose..., right awat

more to that, i was simplifying. in fact, she said a lot of this and that. like her parents holding up RMB 50,000 from her...less pissed off if she asked directly for money. all the lies and fusses are telling me she has a big game to trap me by faked stories.

but anyway, i deleted her 微信 for a few days, 犯殘賤的我 got back online and waited for her text messages again. my brain warns me to stay away, my heart is still attracted to her "school teacher" appearance and thick and passionate kiss.

no lar, no contact, no rely, i tell myself, this mice and cheese game i am not fit to play

巴打們身經百戰，女人數之不盡. i have some very limited experiences of making love with girls. but the strange thing is that, no matter how many girls u ve fucked, there are only a few memorable. that was how i felt.  the girl i flirted, 都冇做過什麼, 竟念念不忘, 常想起她的唇，她的灰紅色胸圍
i kissed the girl and felt the vibrating sensation of girlfriend / boyfriend feeling. u know, a guy like me, @ my 50s, love is so remote, and attractive.
thus i think, giving her a few thousand dollars per month is not much, it is good to have a lovely young girl around. but the nasty possibility is that i will 沈船 and things would turn sour