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I fell in love with a massage lady. She is pure. Not a gold digger. And in fact, I don’t have a fortune. I am a silly old man, in my mid-50s, saving my pennies for my immediate retirement. Again,she is nice; mid 20s, married and divorced, with a 2 yr old son. She considers herself as a going-no-where ‘widow’.
Here I came into the scene. We met, we talked and we shared our lives. Then we kissed and we hugged, passionately, as if we were lovers; and in fact we were once. Then suddenly I came to the realization that we are 25 years apart. I am old. And my ‘little brother’ is not that reliable.
One month ago we fucked for the first time. She was on top of me, pussy in, and shaking so violently. She had not made love for a long long time. And, me, down there, seeing her cone-shaped boobs shaking hysterically, I was on, dick hardened, and we exploded to her satisfaction, as well as mine.
But that was once of a life's time. Then we were getting along, like everybody else. My poor dick has not been functioning well; my duck duck is not so prepared all the time. And I realize, I am an old man and she is a pretty teenage lady.After one dysfunctional fuck last month, I withdrew; I told her to go. To find a better youngster; forget me the poor old man; I am the kind of guy who can’t satisfy her unless I have taken a tiger pill; this I don’t want. Let s be gone the good old days of the youthful years, when I was full of energy. Let s accept the fate of an good old man, who can’t even fuck hard a wanting pussyunless he is taking Viagra.
I decided toleave her behind, saying farewell, giving her a goodbye faked diamond (which is in fact quite expensive, and she likes it). Ok, she likes the diamond (faked,but expensive), but she gone mad. She said she would chase me to the end of times, in Hong Kong, or beyond, if need be.
I was soft-hearted at the very beginning. But, as days are passing by, I come to the realization that for old men like me, love, the sensation, the urge, the overpowering lust, is here for the moment, and will disappear after a month or two. So sad,so cruel; love and passion are only for brief romantic moments. Then all the feelings would be gone, like a summer breeze, and you become the same nasty old man again.
Yes, that sme. I went to the same massage place today. Hiding away from my previous lover,a massage lady there, and I asked for someone else in random. The place is newly renovated. It is like a wedding bed, suggestive of true love and bloodysex. There I was, lying, and a new comer massage lady came; she has been very hard working, sitting there at 9:00 before everyone else, with the intention to fish the first customer. Oh she is good. She took off my short, and she was massaging me with her “heavy” hands. I was completely satisfied. More, I turned in front, facing upwards, without anything on; my little brother was exposed,under her inspection. She massaged me, didn’t mind accidentally touching my half erected brother. I took off her clothes and bra, nothing happened really, I just sucked her nipples until she screamed. I didn’t even come. She left. Satisfied,disorientated.
I called for another hand job lady, very pretty, 90% Maggie Q, but with very small boobs. Wesucked each other like hell. Didn’t fuck, but climaxed with each other by touching and kissing. Now the question: I am done with the sinking ship massage lady. The one I mentioned at the very beginning, the naive and pretty lady in her 20s.. It seems to me that I am fine without her. I have to bid farewell, but the fear is that she will explode and do sth silly. How to say goodbye? How to tell her that I am not a young man? She should be seeing someone else! And what I have learnt is that love is so temporary and never long lasting…………. Sad, but it is true;the lesson? Embrace love if u can!!
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本帖最後由 messykitkit 於 2013-5-9 03:32 編輯 ]
